Colby leaves today/tomorrow.
I don't know how to handle that.
Theres always the fact that I can look forward to seeing him when he's coming home,
but then theres the fact that I have to do this alone while he's gone.
I want to literally punch his nose in for doing this to me, but I know that he could harm me much worse than I him.
In fact, he already has harmed me.
I'm changing.
He has harmed my emotions and who I am.
I want me back, but at the same time, that girl can't handle this.
But neither can this one, really.
Ugh.
It all is so confusing and sucks so bad.
I want someone to just come and hold me.
On an even suckier note,
in about a week, I probably won't have a cell phone anymore.
ugh.
Who I am
- Josie
- St. Lucia
- In the end, everything will be okay. If it's not okay, then it's not the end. - - - I'm currently working on accepting this.
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... I don't even really know you, but I have this sudden urge to give you an extremely large hug. Sadly, you live in Clear Lake, so an internet hug will have to do.
*hug*
That is until speech. =D I hear you made state! I'm very excited to meet you. Maybe I'll have to give you this hug as well.
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