The Bucket List

I've been pretty closed off to my feelings lately. I haven't had much of a choice because everything is so messed up and I can't deal with it.

Well, I went to see The Bucket List with Walker today. I let go of everything and just bawled. I cried so hard, like I haven't since Olivia's death. The movie was amazing, to say the least. Probably one of the very best I've ever seen. It touched me in a way that I haven't been touched by anything.

I've always had a "life list," but it's been pretty much shallow. Things like "meet someone famous" and "make a million dollars." But now I'm making a bucket list. Not so shallow. First things first:
1. Take part in a miracle.

second things second ...

2. Have faith like a child ... in anything.
3. Feel beautiful.
4. Make someone else feel beautiful.
5. Be someone's someone.
6. Learn my purpose.

Thats the start at least.