6.28.2009

so free, the way i'm floating.
like this thin air can hold me.
just barely above the ground.
knowing it's you between me and gravity.
and without a steady path for me to walk on,
i still feel safe.
it's not like me to just give in, let fate take over.
let you take over.
yet sliding out of the drivers seat was effortless.
sliding into your arms was so effortless.
being here. effortless.
don't you for a second dare to doubt us.
this.
me. you.
a necessity is what you've become.
like my permanent oxygen mask, keeping me alive.
keeping me steady on unsteady ground.
it's you between me and gravity.
it's you holding me together.
you are my toughest, yet most rewarding challenge.
and i'll never give up.
i will do whatever it takes
to make sure that i never become just a memory.

6.22.2009

i know nothing anymore.
except for you.

i guess i know you.

possibly better than i know myself.
that should be scary, but it's not.

because i like knowing you.

i like knowing that you hate red apples, but love the green ones.
i like knowing that you sleep in a cocoon of blankets.
i like knowing that, more often than not, you are playing cod.
i like knowing that you save lives.
i like knowing that, at the end of the day, i'm the last one you talk to.
i like knowing that you hate uncleanliness.
i like knowing that your brother is your hero.
i like knowing that you wish you could talk to your grandfather.
i like knowing that you're not afraid of trying new things.
i like knowing that you brush your teeth many many times a day.
i like knowing that you get in the hot tub when you wake up.
i like knowing that "love song" is one you often sing, very off pitch to, in the car. (:

mostly i just like knowing you.

6.04.2009

passion.

only the second night, i knew of your passion.
like electricity, i was jolted back to life.
and ever since, i've felt your passion.


miles and miles have never, will never, seperate our hearts.
like a puzzle matched perfectly, we must glue them down fast.
and frame them. and hang them on the wall.
show the perfection for all to see.


because i felt your passion.
at the bottom of the stairs while the music was beating to the time of my fluttering heart.
and i knew.

i knew that it was all going to be right from then on out.
and i was correct.