apology --

for everyone at speech contest today who i was supposed to meet or see after a very long time -
i'm sorry for the way i acted.
reasoning:

for once, i didn't want to be at speech contest.
at all, really.
i wanted to be with my brother more than anything in the world.
i miss him so much, and not having him there was very hard on me.
which is why i cried so much, if you noticed that.
so i'm very sorry.
next time shall be better.
i will be my true self again.
<3


on a brighter note:
jacob and i got straight ones in ensamble.
<3